Should i text him or not?

Theres this guy and hes cheated on me 4 times and everytime he comes back being better of a guy than b4 and the last time everythin was perfect we were gona wait till marriage.. and we were closer than ever and he told me that he was talkin to someone eles. i had nvr been so upset the girl texted me sayin that he was her man and stuff and cursing at me and he hates cursing she said she just met him this week! iv known him for a year! i fwrd her messages proving that me and him were together and stuff when he liked her and she apoligized. but the thing is i havent talked to him in a couple months and i miss him a lot i nvr can get over him and i know he loves me i think its hard cuz we live apart cuz he moved and we only get to see each other like a month a year and so idk what to do i truely love him and ik he loves me too i think its just hard cuz of the distance everytime we broke up he texted me and i fell agian and this time i fell deeppp... i really like him should i text him? should i try agian? she i text and say that we only friends? ik what u are all gona say leave him alone hes not good enough for u but its not that hard i love him :( PLEASE HELP